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Knowing God

August 4, 2026

I wish the last post was the end, but I've returned. Why am I back? I feel as I've given my life to God and simply follow a feeling. There's little reason.

"Cast the net on the right side of the ship, and ye shall find." — John 21:6 (KJV)

My journey began with esotericism. Initially, it was an interest in control, but I was led to surrender. It culminated with a seizure in my right temporal lobe that spread to the whole brain, causing a loss of consciousness for a brief moment.

I don't have a standardized understanding of the divine. It's my imagination.