Friday, 20 September 2024
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Hello. All is well. God is love.

I've been enjoying the newfound, intrinsic agency within me. Since I was a teenager, I've been externally orientated. At the height of the external, internally, I was at my lowest. Hence, I could no longer justify my path.

In my 68th writing, I wrote about my moral protocol. I still find it valuable. Expansion of agency is key. Before, I was focused on external expansion, like infrastructure or technology, but it needs to be matched with internal expansion, our level of awareness or consciousness. You need internal agency expansion to competently handle external agency expansion.

We're heavily focused on the external without the internal. This is a dangerous path. We're enslaving ourselves. Therefore, I find internal expansion the most vital purpose of today on a personal and collective level. There is much imbalance that, for many, internal expansion is only seen as a means for external expansion in a bounded frame. It's funny.

A lot of spiritual knowledge didn't resonate with me until I stumbled upon hermeticism, specifically the seven principles. I'm sure the rabbit hole goes deeper, but this insight is profound. It made me realize I understand little but that I'm not actually going mad. The principles make much sense to me, but only a little implementation wise. Truly, they're one thing expressed differently for practical purposes of understanding.

They're just abstract words, though. Symbols. They mean nothing unless you have some tangible experience to grasp onto. I wouldn't get caught up on them. Without the necessary awareness, it may lead to confusion and conflict. This is not meant to come across as elitist, for we are all one.