Tuesday, 20 August 2024
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Hello. All is well. God is love.

I enjoy my time alone. I may be a bit of an oddball, but it struck me how much I truly have my stuff together when I take care of and listen to myself.

It's funny. I was afraid of being labelled a loner. A person with no friends. You hear that's terrible. Many tell you that. How can one befriend what one fears? Conflicted but caught up in life, I never listened to what I felt.

In stillness, in the depths of mind. What do I feel? I love people. Beautiful. They are all unique, from genes to memes, yet all from the same dust. How wonderful.

I love. There's nothing to chase. I love you. That's all I needed.

I find myself silly but with compassion. I am not worried about what people think of me out of silliness. It's a question of survival in the frame. The frame is still a part of who I am, but now I notice it and recognise both the parts inside and outside it.

I step out of the frame. I watch myself rest. There I lay in my bed. I hear what I hear. I see what I see. I know what I know. I am what I am. But who is what? Who do I feel?