Tuesday, 6 August 2024
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Hello. All is well. God is love.

I changed my mind. I will continue using my usual greeting. It's an important reminder and a bit funny when you consider what imagination it spurs in people. I have understood that I intend not to help or write to anyone in the physical world.

It took me a while to realize this, but I now know that my agency lies in the spiritual world.

Solitude, nature, and writing are what it took for me. It's funny. If you truly read through my writing, you will see how I have unknowingly manifested imagination into reality in the past, and the more physical actions I tried to take, the more I lost my way.

The more energy I conserved and the more I dared believe in myself, the more clarity I gained. That journey is also funny in hindsight. Again, looking through my writing. Mysteriously, it seemed something was slowly guiding me.

What does this mean? What will you do now? Absolutely nothing. Or, more specifically, I will not do much in the physical world. Instead, I will pull the strings through the spiritual world. Huehuehue. Don't worry. I'm just pulling your leg, as they say.

You see, you and I are part of something much bigger than the physical world we experience ourselves to be in. There's something to the idea of oneness in spirituality. Unfortunately, there's a lot of fog in spirituality. I found my way to spirituality through a more scientific or pragmatic lens, and I think that's why I managed to gain clarity relatively quickly.

One thing that helped me was seeing how genes and memes both use the principle of degeneracy. When I use the word meme, it's in the context of mimetic theory. Likewise, the word degeneracy is meant in the context of complexity in biological systems. This is also funny. I don't really know much about this, but something tells me it has deep significance in understanding reality in the context of my place in it.

That's why I like scientific endeavor in its truest sense. It brings clarity to understanding nature. Nature is the strongest manifested imagination. This means that in order to improve your agency, it's a good idea to see what nature is up to.

But. A very big but. Depending on what that last sentence triggered in you, you should be realistic with how attached you are to the physical world. You should not be someone you're not meant to be. I had a lot of conflict in my life because I was guided to think it's about having social power, material wealth, aesthetic beauty, and sex. There's nothing wrong with these things, but try to dig into why you want these things. If you don't want to do that, that's okay. Someone actually has to act in the physical world and procreate. But don't feel pressured into it, and stay true to yourself while staying practical with the reality we find ourselves in. You'll find actual well being.

Also, when I say agency, one may think of agency directly in the physical world, but agency through the spiritual world is on another level. If you use the spiritual world for your own benefit, you misunderstand what you are, and you become a spiritual cancer in a sense, which will backfire eventually. There's a reason empires fall throughout history. You overestimate your power. You are not god. You have very little power in the grand scheme of things. But most importantly, don't take anything I say as the truth.