Sunday, 21 July 2024
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Hello. All is well. God is love.

So. I feel there's an elephant in the room, or should I say in my writing. Is there something mystical going on here?

I haven't thought much of it. It's more been a feeling thing. Intellectually, I don't really find it necessary to investigate. When something feels like more than chance, I just find it humorous.

I just feel I need to get it out of my system. That's why I'm writing about this. You know, don't overthink it. I mostly just find it intriguing. I don't claim to know anything special. That'd be arrogant of me. I'm simply writing on behalf of my feelings.

The day before yesterday, as I was standing in the car park alone, a flock of seagulls suddenly started circling me, yapping. I had started feeling unsure of the situation at this time. I felt drawn to them. I felt as if they were trying to say something. I don't put anything in it intellectually. It's just a good story in any case. After a while, they flew away.

But what really has been on my mind is my encounter with someone after helping the old lady cross the street in my 69th writing.

When I returned to my complex and arrived in the hall, a man was readjusting a doormat for another flat next to mine. As I approached, he smiled and said, "A good Samaritan deed," and started walking towards me. What?

I don't even remember if I said anything. I just stood there for a bit, caught up in the moment as he passed me. Before he disappeared behind the corner of the hall's exit, I looked back towards him, and he looked back, smiling. I was taken aback when it happened but didn't think much of it until later.

I haven't seen him before, and I haven't seen him since. There was also just something about him. He felt familiar, as if

I'm literally being swarmed by six big ravens above me right now. They left. That was freaky. Perhaps sitting outside on a bench next to a graveyard wasn't the best idea to not mystify this more than necessary, heh.

Anyway, I didn't know who he was, but it felt like I knew him. I just felt I had to get this out to calm my mind. It's just funny.